I am in love with this process as practiced by Anna Ostanina. It is a gumoil procedure that is very labor intensive and time consuming. That is what it takes, you see.
I, rather. . . .
This is mine. I did it with the iPhone. It is pretty quick and easy. Oh, there is some selective decisions in the making of this. I mean. . . it didn't come straight out of the phone. There is art everywhere you look.
Still, if I had more time. . . .
Do you ever have those nights full of dreadful and gloomy premonitions that wake you in a panic and won't stop no matter what? Sure you do. That is what I had last night. I thought I might for unknown reasons. I should have taken a nerve pill, but rather, I toughed it out.
I think it was two things in combination. I got a flu shot yesterday as the height of the flu season is coming here as the snow birds come piling in (the state needs a travel ban), and as the day wore on, I was beginning to feel its effects.
So I didn't want to go out last night. Not that I ever do, but I really didn't last night, so we made more pho and sat on the couch and dialed up a movie. For reasons unknown, we decided to watch "Suicide Squad." I know, I know. But sometimes you have to put your finger on the butthole of a generation just to keep abreast. I would be better off, however, not knowing. The movie disturbed me because I know there is population of kids who want to emulate Harley Quinn and The Joker. No doubt about it. In a world of alt.facts, there is no crime, only power. There is only losing and winning. In a post-liberal world, the vacuum has invited post-moral sensitivities. In the New Order, morality is only a power construct devised to control the poor.
At least, that is what I think is happening. Trump is The Joker in the White House. There is no illusion of reason or stability. The Joker thrives on chaos.
The flu shot made me vulnerable, I guess, and so I spent a night in Arkham. I will try to shake it off today and find my way back.
I used to be so happy.