Days in bed. Awful days. The coughing is made more terrible by the accident, the many multiple broken bones. My mind grows very, very dark and goes places new to me. I cannot help but to be disturbed. I should see a doctor, people say, but I am afraid of doctor’s. Before the accident. I never went. They seem nothing to me but bad news. But I may have to break down and go.
I was strong and fine. Now I’m not. The mind can be terrible. This can only be a premonition of hell.
ReplyDeleteDude. There is still lots of flu going around. Go to the doctor. Don't be a wuss. If you need meds - you'll get em and start to feel better. Tamiflu or if infection - anti biotic. Prednisone if you need it. Don't fuck around.
What is it they say? I think something like 3 days coming; 3 days with you; 3 days going. Hope you are better today!
ReplyDeleteTamaflu only works early on. Antibiotics don't. I am feeling my age of a sudden. I am not bouncing back like a baby boy. I am sad, but there is nothing to be done.
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