I don't feel like writing today, but I figure that if I don't say something after yesterday's post, someone will call the police. I haven't made my list of happy thoughts yet. Maybe today. Maybe not.
I just remembered something. I got drunk last night and ordered a camera. WTF is wrong with me?
I'm pretty sure that is not a good sign.
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I'm a sucker for little boys. :)
Well. I'm glad you are alive.
I used to text the Poet that question. He was never a really overtly happy guy - too much in his head - too much hard life - I guess. But he could also be such a little boy -and so sweet and so fun.
He was happiest when I was right there next to him. It's funny that I can say that with all truth and not feel funny saying it. I keep asking the "Boys" if I loved him enough. Prolly said that already somewhere here.
Just made myself cry a little. Feels good ---- I tend to be a bit stoic.
Every once in a while -he'd go "missing," into one of his "places." And I was working or whatever - and couldn't get to him straight away.
Sometimes tho - if he didn't answer me in a few hours - I drove to him no matter what - leaving whatever I was doing.
"Are you alive?"
"yuppy but feeling oddly today."
One day he was dead. And that really sucked.
Hey! You know these ladies?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OxkDzVm-Mc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uvZE-A9hhk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYV0Wp0MdZ4
I forgot how much I liked them.
10 AM Joy Report:
A few of my indoor seedlings are showing signs of breaking through the soil.
Ha! It DOES look like the Florida Project.
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