I was ecstatic for awhile today. Here is the message I sent to my friends.
Holy shit!!!! Great lab results!!!! I’m on a cloud!!!!!Yea. My lab results came back "excellent." I had been sitting in the doctor's office expecting the worst. Why? Because that is how I am? Well. . . although I eat well and exercise, my consumption, sometimes, is less than healthy.
My buddy had been to the cardiologist the day before. He, too, was tremulous, but his results were fine.
We will live another day.
But then I began thinking. I mean, I still have the cardiac tests coming, and I haven't been to the dermatologist nor the gastroenterologist yet. Some of my organs seem fine, but there are others. Besides, my blood pressure was still too high and my doctor upped my dosages. So there is that.
And the house, of course.
Given all of that, though, I was happy. My mother was as well. She has been worried. She said I looked ten years younger. Worry, etc.
Two more weeks of testing.
Remember these? I didn't. But evidence has it that my girl sent them to me.
Mr. Fixit comes back tomorrow. We will begin, once again, working on the bathroom. Perhaps we will finish before the maids come next Friday. I am anxious to have my house back again . I am anxious to get back into my routine.
I am anxious.
I want to write about that Terrible Trump bunkered in the White House. I want to ask Q what drug I should rumor that he is taking. Ibogaine has been used by Thompson on Muskie. There must be some internet rumor I can start about Trump's drug use. I am not as savvy as Q on such things. He surely can help me come up with a theory. I, myself, have been considering which drugs might make my latter years more bearable. There isn't a lot of time to procure and store illegal substances any more. Whatever it takes, I'd better begin now.
There are so many letters sitting on my study floor. I'll never get to all of them. There are things, though, that simply thrill me.
I mean. . . what can you say about a girl like that?
ReplyDeleteThat you should make sure she's your Girlfriend!
OH! She was.
I'm glad the "measuring of skirts" was long over when I went to school. Mini skirts were always my go to. You have to know how to present your assets. Not overtly sexual - but just right. The Flashdance/Jennifer Beal cut neckline sweatshirt/sweater - so one side falls down and exposes your shoulder and a mini. BAM.
My father used to look at me from the sofa as I ran out the door. Shaking his head. I was the only girl and he was already an older father when I was born. He was tired by the time I was a teenager.
I get to dress up again at my NPoE. Without ANYONE giving me the stink eye like at the Psychological Terror Movie Job.
So far so very good. The New Job.
There was a handsome older Mr. Workman patient today. I cannot tell a lie. I was wearing my black skirt with the ruffle and slit that exposes some leg when I sit - and it felt SOOOOOOOO good to have some Male Gaze. I stared right at him and smiled behind my mask. I have missed it. We need that - well - maybe not all Girls. I do. I cannot tell a lie.
When I got in my car to drive home - my commute about 20 minutes - I put the music up real loud and danced in my driver seat - wishing I could go somewhere and dance off the energy of that charged up feeling. Had I a Boyfriend, he would have been a very happy, lucky Boy tonight.
Is that wrong? Wait - I'm asking a Boy. I do crack myself up sometimes.
Hey! I love Tamara Lempicka. Look at those curls. Yikes. I wish I could make those. Maybe I'll play hairdresser tonight. I have hot curlers.
It's Friyay! Sigh. We are under a curfew here in MA. Not that I have anywhere to go.
Or drink the entire bottle of Prosecco I bought myself to celebrate my first full week and pass out early. More likely.
But I think I should definitely take out the curlers this weekend for some trial curls.
Whew. I'm getting buzzed already. And this Greek Salad I ordered also tastes delicious. Feta & red onion together is like a drug.
Costarastrology Today
FIRST THING WHEN THEY WAKE UP
LIBRA - Checks their messages with their crush to make sure they didn't say anything embarrassing while wine drunk.
SCORPIO - Adds a notch to the bedpost for each 'U up?' text they get
Aquarius - Scavenges breakfast & retreats back to their bedroom
SWEEP THEM OFF THEIR FEET BY
LIBRA - Sending 100 white roses addressed to "My Muse" ( I mean COME ON THAT IS SO ME - I don't even need 100 - it's the My Muse that weakens the knees)
SCORPIO - Telling them something you've never told anyone
AQUARIUS - Swallowing a thesaurus
Well. Darling Boy. I believe I will take my bottle to the sofa - and let my thoughts drift - to Better Days.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJwPVpDAAdc.