Delete

I just wrote a shitty blog entree that I've had the good sense to erase.  There was no saving it.  I had no sleep last night.  Little demons were running around the bedroom.  They got inside my head and took me on a long journey back making me go through a checklist of events in my life.  Not all of them, of course, but a random selection of things that went wrong.  It was probably I who loosed those demons, though, as I did something I don't often do.  I went back and read through past blog posts.  Oh, brother, I used to be good.  Sometimes I might have even been poetic (link).  I don't read the blog, so I don't get to experience it the way you do, but I thought, "God, it must be fun to have this to look forward to every morning!"  I mean, it is a gift.  You don't have to do anything to deserve it.  It is just there.  

But Jesus. . . after deleting a long post, here I am writing the same thing.  I can't.  I've been with this keyboard since long before dawn.  I will shut this down for now and see if I can sleep with the coming light, and when I get up, it will be a new day. . . indeed, a new month.  

I like today's photo a lot.  I think I should do more of that.