Entropy

Worst night of my life.  I was sick all day, but last night was a different realm.  I ached.  I sweat.  I choked.   At one point, my throat seized up and I could not breathe.  My entire body went into convulsions and I began to heave.  I was tingling and was about to go out, then. . . well you know what happened or you wouldn't be reading this.  

I was awake every thirty or forty minutes.  All night long, I worried about needing to take care of my mother.  But I needed care, too.  There is no one to call for that.  The psychological stress was as great as the physical. 

I will get better today, I think, but I will not feel good.  My body is tired and weak. 

I have nothing clever or smart to say this morning.  This illness comes at the worst time.  

Everything falls apart.  Entropy.  A law of physics.