How I Feel

I bought a focusing screen for a camera I never use yesterday.  I paid $175.  I don't know how I feel about that.

I bought a Monteblanc Meisterstuck Roller Ball pen on eBay for $23.  It is coming from China and is surely a fake.  I don't know how I feel about that, either.

The Detroit trip has been cancelled.  There is much discernment and controversy surrounding that.  Again, I don't know how I feel about that.

The factory gets busy in August.  I will be working more.  About that, I do know how I feel.  Summer is racing by and again I have taken no trips out of the country.

Last night I said that I wanted to let my hair grow really long again, and that I wanted to live outdoors and simply.  I wanted to rejuvenate my old climber/surfer/hippy values.  I live in a box inside a box inside a box.

That is what I said after I injured my right Achille's tendon on a run, as I lay on the couch icing it and watching t.v. and drinking mimosas.  I could do that again today.  Pretending's fun.

Even though I'm limping badly, I'd better use the camera with the new focusing screen today.  But I doubt that I will.

I don't know how I feel about that, either.