Awake!

I've been feeling punky.  School is back in session, so I figure germs are a-flying.

But it could just be me.

I have trouble sleeping now.  I have for awhile.  I wake in the night and toss, then turn, then think.  The thoughts, they aren't so good.  They are nothing.  Just blank thoughts.  I used to dream about mountains.  I used to dream about sailing.

To lie in the blank darkness is terrifying.

I think I'll quit drinking.  Maybe there's an answer.