Thursday, February 4, 2021

Maybe It's a Fairy

 


So. . . WTF is that?!?  That's the query I sent to friends last night.  I had eaten dinner and was halfway through a movie when I decided to take a drink and a cheroot out into the cold night to ponder life for a few seconds.  I had taken only two puffs off the cheroot when I looked up and to my right and saw whatever the fuck that was on the limb above me.  Trust me, in the dark night, that green light was bright. I got my phone and snapped a picture.  I sat for awhile and watched it to see if it moved.  I went inside and got a flashlight and shined it into the tree.  The flashlight illuminated the branch, but the green light overpowered it.  

C.C. was the first to respond.  "Foxfire," he said.  "It could mean the tree is diseased or dying."

Great.  That is what I need, another major event.  The tree is f'ing huge.  

Of course it wouldn't be a fairy.  I could use a fairy.  

The movie I was watching was "Charade," with Cary Grant and Audrey Hepburn.  I'd never seen it before.  I may be gay if the way I respond to Hepburn is an indication.  Women love her in "Breakfast at Tiffany's."  Well. . . maybe that means I'm not gay because Truman Capote hated her in that role.  But what the fuck does he know?  He is responsible for people calling "Tiffany & Co." "Tiffany's."  Capote wanted Marilyn Monroe in that role and thought Hepburn was all wrong.  Au contraire, I say.  Capote was a fascinating fellow, but he didn't know everything.  

The thing is, I just can't get enough of Hepburn's outfits.  She is always stunning.  Grant is Grant in the film, just less so.  Who doesn't love Grant?  But it is Hepburn who makes this Hitchcock-like film sparkle.  

Surely, this was the last movie of its kind.  The world was on the cusp of change in 1963 and that old world was about to disappear.  Kennedy was gone and the British Invasion was coming.  Soon enough, it would be the Summer of Love.  

Looking back, I wouldn't call it "love" exactly.  

For the past week or so I've been woking my way through untouched files of photographs from the preceeding few years.  I am very pleased.  Why I didn't cook them up long ago remains a mystery to me.  Well, I know why, but I should have.  Or maybe not, though.  Maybe it was better to let them sit for awhile and come back to them with fresh eyes. And they are good for me now.  I mean, I can see that I really was making good pictures through it all.  

And that is what I will do more of today.  Temperatures dropped into the thirties here last night and the day will not be warm.  Oh, it would be bloody wonderful for many of you silly enough to live in the north, but it is bone chilling to us lazy southerners with our slow and languorous ways.  

My travel/art buddy got his second vaccination yesterday.  Within the week, all of my eligible friends and my mother will be completely immunized.  My circle of friends with whom I can party will grow from zero to quite a few.  It will be dizzying.  

"Hey, do you want to meet on the patio of Enzian and have a drink?"  

I'm not sure I even know how to do that any more.  Hell, someone may even want to chat me up, as they say.  I hope she is wearing some wonderful little Chanel outfit like Audrey Hepburn.  

Or maybe something from the Summer of Love.  

I will return to the deck tonight to see if my bioluminescent friend or foe is still there.  Fairy or fungus?  I know which one I'm rooting for.  

3 comments:




  1. So I can not really remember much of yesterday. I was in a Fever.

    "the golden throated one ..." how aw is adorable is that. puleese. (June & Johnny).

    I was in the dark on the sofa all day. Except for a run for hydration. I couldn't even really walk well.
    In the earliest of morn, I woke up, I touched my skin and I was covered in sweat. Dripping. Pretty sure I was hallucinating just prior. WTF. Also. Every bone in my body ached - it was not the worst I have felt. Once I remember being sick to howling for relief. It was horrific. My hair throbbed. Anyway. Let's not bring on thoughts of that Devil.

    I'm better today but took another day of rest. Showered (for I was a true cave woman) and that is what decent people do. Clean up. Well. Sometimes. Most times. Occasionally I like true body odor. I am not a normal human I've accepted it - long ago. Whatever. Get Over It. More people probably feel that way but feel too shameful to admit it. I mean who doesn't love to stick their nose somewhere and sniff? Scent is such a strong sense. Have we had this discussion before? We might have.

    Anway, on the best days it's Chanel's Mademoiselle or whatever might be requested - musk, vanilla, cherry. Nothing. I'm flexible. The Practitioner does not allow any scent at all in the office. So everyone in the field seems to be turned on by the smell of 100% alcohol or whatever is in Caviwipes that we use to sterilize everything. I can see how "group think" happens. I'm living "group smell."

    It's fine. On those no scent days, I'm feeling it too.

    I used to love to get a message from T. "I smell you all over the bed." Aw. Right?

    Fuck. I got a little stoned, I guess.

    Did a stroll in the fresh air - it was 43 when I threw the ball for the Spoiled One. Okay - I smoked a dog walker too. To relax.

    I would have DEFINITELY SAID TINKER BELL. Duh. or Doy as we used to say as kids. Did I? Did you ask me?

    I am feeling slightly anxious about where the 2nd Vaccine will take me. I mean the hope is "not to die or get put on a ventilator." I remain steadfast in my willingness to fight through.

    We used to take our malaria pills all together on safari. I've driven through swathes of the mbung'o looking for those damn Wild Dogs or once in Lake Manyara looking for the Hornbill. It's good to have your Maasai cloth. You have to cover everything.

    Where was I?

    Okay. It was a fairy you dork. All the fairies of your life beaming down to see what mess you've got yourself into now. :)

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  2. The Whore in Us All

    I believe is the next Expose. I'm making them Exposes. I'm not sure if they are - let me go look at the definition

    oh i like it.

    reveal the true, objectionable nature of (someone or something).

    I'm not aiming to expose anyone specific for sure, only as many of us as possible, Everyone would a miracle. A true feat.

    People get in trouble writing shit like exposes. But mirrors and all. We'll see how it goes.

    Oh. I am dedicating this to c.c.

    I hope I can make him a little proud. He introduced me to Mr. Manet, Victorine and a big, Etc. of Important Things.




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  3. I'm going to put a few things here:

    https://www.lemonde.fr/blog/lunettesrouges/2021/01/14/femmes-photographes/

    I didn't look. You might like to peruse.

    I would have definitely liked to have seen this:

    https://www.musee-orsay.fr/en/events/exhibitions/in-the-museums/exhibitions-in-the-musee-dorsay/article/splendour-and-misery-42689.html?cHash=872c85a7ea&S=1

    Okay that's all for now. Thanks for the space. Should I be paying rent? or blog pricing?

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